Doom dada Diagnostic

"17 September 2015"

not just a date.but a memorable date macam abi cakap,

"kamu ingat tarikh 17 September ni sampai bila-bila.Saya harap hari ini tak terlambat bila kamu nak SPM nanti baru nak sedar"

So on that 17/9/2015 seramai 91+ orang warga TLM yang gagal in last midterm examination telah diapanggil oleh Abi mcm sesi kaunseling lah lebih kurang.

Termasuk aku.

Aku gagal Addmath dan Fizik.

Teruk memang teruk.dah retest pun still gagal lagi.but I know it's all my fault,

Kesedaran memang ada,tapi nak memulakan langkah tu amat sukar,Terlalu sukar sebab diri ini teramat malas,

Segala kata-kata Abi dan Pak Cha malam tu aku sematkan dengan kemas ke dalam fikiran,

Diagnostik > 12 Oktober 2015 ni,takkanlah nak gagal lagi kan? cukup-cukuplah malukan diri dengan result teruk dan mengecewakan orang tersayang.

So basically cuti ni memang kene study,

Dear myself,
You must study,study and study dan kurangkan tengok kdrama and other hallyu,
SPM berapa bulan je lagi dari sekarang.You must be prepared from now on,Aisyah

#PrayForDiagnosticTLM #PrayForTLM 

9A+ Insyaallah :)

fixed star

Hi my no-longer lover,
I probably miss you but I won't
I won't love you anymore
I won't keep this feeling
I've been thinking about this since we had our coversation yesterday,
after 4 months
I would cry but I think I'm okay,
Yeah,
Nothing impressive,but we were talking about your reason,
why you ended this relationship
I actually are tired enough to face you,
and tired enough to digest your words,
I know all behind this before,
and you seems to blame me,
like I only the one who make mistakes,
Seriously I'm tired,
I might hurt with your action but I just wanna be stronger than before,
I fight myself for this pain you know
You had apologised and I forgive you but it's not that easy to forgive you,
Let's change the word "forgive" to "forget"
It's all because I've forget all those things,
Plus,I realize you seems want to cover up smh that have you done and you have to backup someone behind okay what ever you are mean to,
I seems that kind of bulletproof now,
Bulletproof and waterproof.ok this dumb joke shouldn't be here.lol
I just don't care,
I don't want to say more,
I thought the positive things,
Perhaps,you really want to make the messy things between us become clear,
I hope you are being honest,
I just don't want to have a bad thought of you,
Do whatever you want to do,your life must be too free bcs I'm not being around anymore,right?
Go with someone you really want to,I will pray for your happiness then,
I keep all your last words tightly in mind
"enjoy your life"
yeah I'm enjoying the life now,don't worry ^^
So I've decided to be fully recovered,
Perhaps I had recovered,
That's all I can say.This is the last confesion I could tell,
And,
Thanks for everything before and now,




                                                                                                                       Sincerely,
                                                                                                                             me